Diary : for my dear friend

Saat sesuatu datang kepada ku & ku kira itu adalah bahagia, ternyata setelah sesuatu itu mendekat & siap ku dekap, aku menangis dalam hati sambil melepas keinginanku untuk mendekapnya, karena aku memilih untuk tidak ingin menjerit lebih keras …

Saat aku tak ingin jatuh karena tersandung batu, maka aku memilih untuk membuang jauh batu itu …

Kadang kenyataan menyakitkan & membuat kita membuat keputusan yang keras, namun dari semua itulah kita belajar …

Dear my friend,

It’s been a long time, since the time we’ve always together

Doesn’t meet face, even voice

Till that day, I heard you back

In the beginning, I thought that it might just my feelings

But, its going longer and it still

And my mind start to think,

Is it really you ??

Well, It’s the voice I know well, but it seems came from the different person

Well, It seems so different, the way you talk, the things you talk about …

O, maybe its because the distance matter

Or, maybe you’ve been change

Wow, that’s hurts

I felt something heavy on my chest

I know I shouldn’t be, but that’s truly what I feel

For all this time, I still keep you in my mind, in my heart

All about you, all about us, like use to be

Its kind a bit surprise that I couldn’t take that you’ve change

Well, world change in a second, we’ve apart for many years

But still, I couldn’t take it

Well, my dear friends,

I’m glad that you’re still remember me

I promise you I’ll keep you in my memory

Cause you’re the one of my best things I have ever …

But I’m sorry,

I’ll forget that day, the day you’re call me

No matter what

I just cant take the new you

I just want to remember you the way we use to be

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